- I'm 25 years old (26 next month)
- I'm a mother of a 5 year old beauty (Anahi) and am pregnant with our second beauty, another girl (Aidee). She will be introducing herself to the world around Thanksgiving.
- I am married to an amazing man, Josue, who is a patient husband and amazing father.
- I like to write and draw.
- I am one of four siblings, and we are all pretty close.
- I love Jesus.
- I am an addict.
Just a short list to get started. This blog, I hope, will be the outlet I need to start to come to terms with that last point there. I guess the fact that I'm admitting to be one already means I am on my way, but things are still a little messy. I am still a bit of a mess, which I guess is ok, because who isn't? The part that's not ok, is that I haven't quite learned how to love that mess yet. I tend to try to shove my mess in the closet or under the bed instead of looking at each individual part of that mess, and putting it where it belongs; in proper perspective. Possibly being able to, at some point, organize that mess into a lovely thing. Writing helps me to do this; to be able to stand back, look at all of it, and separate the mistake from the me, instead of looking at me as the mistake.
This I hope will happen through my writing/venting about my daily struggles, situations, victories, and failures. It will, I hope, give me the proper perspective while learning how to love the mess that is me.
Woo hoo! Welcome to blogging. It will be a love/hate relationship sometimes, but I'm crazy glad you're giving it a try :-) And so proud of you for working on you. I loved that separating the mistake from the me instead of looking at me as the mistake. Love love love!
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